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lyrics

I saw it on the TV.
Saw it on my momma's face
Reflected in my lonely sister's eyes.

I've got the gist. I think I've missed
a signpost along the way.
I try to act like I fit in,
like there's nothing I want to say.

CHORUS:
Bury this secret inside of me,
so deep that no one can ever know my truth.
Maybe someday I will be complete.
Have to survive these rules.
Have to survive these rules.


Having conversations,
navigating blindly through this maze.
I never seem to make any sense.

Why do they hit me? (Why do they hurt me?)
Why do they call me names?
I haven't done a thing to them? Hey!

CHORUS:
Bury this secret inside of me,
so deep that no one can ever know my truth.
Maybe someday I will be complete.
Have to survive these rules.


BRIDGE:
Will I ever find any type of peace? (I don't know)
I can't find a place in this world (where I belong)
I misremember the things I've said;
have to wonder where it all went wrong.


CHORUS:
Bury this secret inside of me,
so deep that no one can ever know my truth.
Maybe someday I will be complete.
I have to survive these rules.

Bury this secret inside of me.
How the hell can I get back my life?
I will never, ever, ever be complete.
Don't think I will survive these rules.

I won't survive these rules.
I never seem to make any sense.

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from Shattering the Silence + [Remastered], released May 4, 2021

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Moderate Potatoe Multimedia St. Louis, Missouri

Music from the mind of Cadence Benoit. I create music in various styles & genres because I get bored easily. My primary focus is on electronic music. Although my older music is more pop, my newer music is leaning more in different directions.

Previously known as equals the RAVEN, Katie Turner, DJ Jynx, Starbelle & DJ K8T, I also write prose as Caitlyn Benoit.
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