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Shards EP

by Katie Benoit

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CHORUS: You'll never find the answers you seek, if you keep on putting life on repeat. There's danger in complacency, and if you can't break out you'll never be free. You'll never find the answers you seek, if you keep on putting life on repeat. Reverse the way you think and see, and you'll be able to find out just who you could be. You say you want to create change, but everything just stays the same. I know you're doing what you can do. But if the folks find out they'll just have to lose. There is so much uncertainty and I know how it feels when you're in-between. You simply have to change the rules. Don't let them win no matter what you do. CHORUS It's not important to be their visions of you. Learn who you are and what you can do. We all have things to contribute, and this world's too small to deny the truth. Who do you see when you face yourself? Do you find it hard to put the bad on the shelf? You have to be honest with you. Harm none. Live life to please only you. CHORUS
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I walk towards the water, feel the wind caress my face. Smell the salt of the ocean. I can almost taste it. It seems like so long ago when my feet were placed right here. I'm surprised to find myself back again. Struggle with the tears. CHORUS: It's a singular notion to make some sense out of existence. All I needed was to be freed from all the petty questions. Time can heal most of your wounds. Determination does the rest. Inner peace has been a long time coming but it's finally here at last. CHORUS x 2
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Paranoia gets the best of me; I remember the way that you have helped me to see. I'll never be ungrateful to you. It's easy to get lost within the worth of our truth. For all the times that I've wanted so much to die, you've helped me figure out my own mind. The joy that surrounds me when I'm around you, all comes down to the things you do. So take me away... CHORUS: Take me away to another place where we can live our lives for ourselves. A place where no one judges us. We exist as we are and know no other realms. All that we want is to be loved just as we are, no conditions. So take me away to another place where we can live our lives for ourselves. We're the misunderstood ones. People think they know better than us what we should be. It's all so ridiculous, how they wound us with their alleged sensibilities. I'm a river so let me cut my own path within the mountains and the hills. I know they want the best for us. Until we stand up, they will never know our wills. Just take me away... CHORUS
4.
The smell of your perfume makes me want to vomit. Your caress feel like snakes down my spine. How the hell could I have been so naive? Now I'm trapped at your home wasting time. You took the only thing you wanted. All I need is to find a way to be left alone. You grab your keys and say "Stop whining." Despite my better judgment, you managed to get me back home. We embrace. I see your face hover over me. I touch you in the way you want to be. There's this cosmic sense of twinning. "Am I losing? Am I winning?" I take a look at your sweet face and stammer out, (And I say) "This is just something that I cannot do tonight. I thought that I was over my prior love." What's unsaid is what remains. I can't begin to even explain that I am more like you are than you could possibly know. CHORUSCHORUS: It's like the pungent smell of thunder. It's like the salty taste of blood. It's like the screams that go unanswered or the voices in my head. I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to be your toy. You never thought of me for a moment. You only thought of your own joy. CHORUS: It's like the pungent smell of thunder. It's like the salty taste of blood. It's like the screams that go unanswered or the voices in my head. I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to be your toy. You never thought of me for a moment. You only thought of your own joy.
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It's 4 am I cannot sleep again Try to fight this mental war that I must win Threatening to overtake me worm its way into my brain rules my life with an iron fist Before my love wakes up I shed my tears and have my cup try to gather myself up and face another day If it's insanity that's creeping up on me how do I run away from the pain? CHORUS: Am I losing my mind over memories and the like kind don't want to be obsessed with all the pain again Whether I lose or if I win all that I want is to be whole again and never cast a whim on what could have been You have evangelists, jihadists, people who don't want to be honest those who want to rape your body and your soul, they want control of the thoughts that are in your head wonder if we're all not better off dead maybe the idea instead should be humanity mickey mouse has grown up a cow yet extremists would allow some sort of amnesty somehow all for a brand name so afraid of other people petrified of being equal and yet there's always another sequel and another game. CHORUS
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All those little special things you used to say to me vanish in the haze of what we weren't supposed to be. Can't believe I'm saying this but is this what it means to suffocate? Falling down this slip'ry slope of emotions gone wrong. You pass the time just getting by lis'ning to my songs. You know you're always telling me every moment that I'm wrong. Is it too late? CHORUS: Pray to God that I make it through this time of self-hatred. All that I ever wanted was to have a love. It's deeper than the oceans. Nothing can ever break it. But now I find that you may not be what you seem. You decide to make your move and put your hands on me. So scared and frightened of this new person that I see. I try to tell myself it's just a bad day for me. Are you coming home? They all have accusing eyes and want me to explain. How can love become so intertwined with the pain? Managing the best I can, hoping it's not in vain to keep this love. CHORUS x 2 But now I find that you may not be what you seem. But now I find that you may not be what you seem.

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I've always been a fan of remixing my own work. While this isn't like the track-by-track remixing I did on "Wrapped In Music," I was able to delve into some of the tracks and rework them.

I've also included a couple of demos from 2008, just prior to the writer's block kicking in. I like these songs and, although the production and vocals are imperfect, still wanted to share them with you.

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released September 9, 2018

All tracks written, produced, performed and remixed by Katie Benoit.

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Moderate Potatoe Multimedia St. Louis, Missouri

Music from the mind of Cadence Benoit. I create music in various styles & genres because I get bored easily. My primary focus is on electronic music. Although my older music is more pop, my newer music is leaning more in different directions.

Previously known as equals the RAVEN, Katie Turner, DJ Jynx, Starbelle & DJ K8T, I also write prose as Caitlyn Benoit.
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